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08 August 2005
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a week ago since i last updated. lots of things going on.friendship failing. results sucky. lots. lots of laughter and tears this week. i've been crying for 3 days. smiling on the surface. laughter hides my fears and tears. =) went to the zoo last week. friendship failed on tuesday. started to not care on thursday. yana's changing. to a different yana. monday's going out. yay! j0's been feeling really d0wn. and there's n0thing i can d0 t0 help, except hear her talk ab0ut it, and me sighing all the time. i feel completely useless i can't 0ffer any g00d advice f0r her. =( it's sadenning. i can't really help her 0ut. i myself am c0mpletely buried under l0ts 0f pr0bs, that i cant resurface and breathe. s0rry huney. =( haiis. i feel s0 unwanted. luckily, th0se ar0und me assured me that i was wanted, in s0me way 0r an0ther. esp him. i talked t0 him, unexpectedly, he seem t0 care. that lifted my day up a lil` =)) i'll change. i'll be str0nger. (: we're g0ing 0ut 0n m0nday. tmr0 lahh. 0hweee` lalala~ i'll help myself, if n0 0ne will help me. ; + tryint0bestr0ng. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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ayn
bani
complexite
dynn
erdiah
ekah
fizah
jass
joyce
maz
matt
nisa
nette
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